TRAFFIC- ONE WAY

drey says that i should go for a veggie buffet cooked by her!

and i was upset today.
maybe because i had too much time to think of stuff.
and it got me all depressed.

i barely had two hours of sleep last night.
i kept having nightmares.
maybe its also because i had too much on my head.


i think my dream of part time manager can fly out of the bloody window already la.
after what happened today.
yeah.
my boss looks disappointed in me.
and i know why.
its not the first time he's told me off about something like this.
but did i listen?
no.
and its not the first time i've learnt the lesson also.
the second time.
the second bloody time.
i feel like a failure.


yeah.
today is failure day for me.
cause i found out that i'm a total failure in friendship.
but then again.
no one should be alone.


and i cried today too.
had to leave the outlet for a few moments to make a call.
thank you dunfu for making me feel better.
and catching my tears.
cause you know how to comfort me.

you know why i hate it this way.
know why i always take so damn long to trust.
but i don't want it thrown back in my face.
as far as i know.
its only going on way.